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I am starting to think that this whole hiatus was a big mistake.

No matter how hard I try, my realism just hasn't gotten any better. I also said that I would try to research poetry for my franchise and for personal reasons and I haven't even done that. This new job has been taking up too much of my time.

On top of that, I have been sold a defective computer by Best Buy which shuts down when it overheats. When I discussed this with them they said it was not their responsibility, even though I had the recipt and a warranty they said once the computer has left the store it is my responsibility. They have also told me that they have known for some time some of the desktops and laptops they have been selling have had something wrong with them, but they haven't been able to get any funding to do inspections.

THEY KNEW they were selling defective products to their customers and CONTINUED TO DO IT!

If that weren't enough, my Wacom Bamboo has finally bit the big one, after 4 years of service, it has finally kicked the bucket, now I need $375 for a new one and $1000 for a new computer.

Also, I have to practice math some more now. I have found out that I can finally retake the Math Assessment Test at my college. I have failed my Math 27 class 3 times and I am no longer allowed to take any math classes in my district anymore. My parents who were ill forced me to take the Math 27 Class, I was under severe stress and failed the class 3 times, I told them I was stressed, they wouldn't listen to me. This was before I moved out. I could no longer take Math in this district.

But I found out that I was allowed to retake the assessment in 2014 in order to try to test higher and have all Math 27 Classes erased from my record if I place in to Math 34. That is why I am trying my best to study Math during work, even though it is not allowed, but that is the only time I can study it. I want more than anything to get into Math 34, I can only retake the Math Assessment Test ONCE every three years. So I really need to study for this in order to get out of this fucking anus asshole college and get into University. They have made it clear that my application will be AUTOMATICALLY DENIED if I do not pass Math 300, even though my major DOES NOT REQUIRE MATH.

When I asked why do I have to pass Advanced Calculus in order to get into a University for a major that does not require any math, they said "Because you have Asperger's Syndrome, you need Math on your record, if you had Mental Retardation or Down Syndrome, then we will automatically accept your application, but NO! You have Asperger's Syndrome, so you need advanced calculs for this campus or any other campus"

I have copyrighted my stories, I have spent $800 of my savings to copyright my franchise, I signed all the forms by myself, I moved out of my parents' house BY MYSELF, I passed my English Requirements by MYSELF, I became a English Tutor by my own right BY MYSELF, I pay my own bills, I sign my own checks, I have a driver's licence. Just because I have this disorder does not mean I am retarded! Why are these damn campuses putting such a big difference between Asperger Syndrome sufferers, Down Syndrome sufferers and people with Mental Retardation!?

I also found out that in order for me to get my Bachelor's Degree in my major, I MUST GO TO SAN FRANCISCO! Everybody I have met has been telling me to pack my things and go to San Francisco.

They say that the Universities and Colleges in San Francisco are very understanding toward people with Asperger's Syndrome, they don't require such ridiculous requirements like they do here in Sacramento. San Francisco also offers most of the classes for my East Asian Studies Major, that being it has one of the largest Asian populations in the United States.

HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO GO TO UNIVERSITY IN SAN FRANCISCO!? I make just only $1200, I get full payments from SSI and from my Jobs. But how the hell is someone like me supposed to go there!? With my income, I'll be dead in less than a week. Who would take a retard like me in? I am already passed the age limit for living in a dorm. Why the fuck does the most expensive place in the United States have the ONLY University that offers services to people with my disability and my major!? And who the fuck would take me in!?

Maybe this was all just a mistake. This entire Soul Searching Hiatus has been a mistake. I am so out of touch with my friends that I have made on this website. I doubt anyone reading this journal even remembers me. What have I been trying to achieve!?
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SunlessRise Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Hello! Thanks for the watch! :D
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xelanesque Featured By Owner 4 days ago
np cant wait to see more from u
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TheeOtherOne Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2015  Student Digital Artist
AH THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR THE WATCH & FAVE!!! ^^ 
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xelanesque Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2015
np
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Heart0fInk Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for joining :iconinfinite-fantasy:
Feel free to submit your work to our group.
If you have any problems or if you need any help with anything don't hesitate to ask.

Please enjoy your stay. ^-^
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xelanesque Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2015
I will :)
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Tnx for the fav :la:
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xelanesque Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2015
Anytime ;)
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juhku Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2015  Professional Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav: :)
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Kerlasia Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2015  Student General Artist
Thanks for the watch! It's much appreciated.
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xelanesque Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2015
どういたしまして

ああ, すみません! I replied too late XD
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Tales-of-Torment Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much for the favorite! :la: I really appreciate it! :meow:
Dearest Friend by Tales-of-Torment
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Freddy-Kun-11 Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015
Thank you for the faves!! +fav 
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Nix-Tempesedo Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave! <3
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Ehsartem Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
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GueparddeFeu Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello!

Welcome in my group :iconarcheology-mythology:!=D
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GraphicManga Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Helllllooooooooooooooooo!!!!! Dude...U are missed....T_T
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xelanesque Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015
I'll be back soon...maybe.
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GraphicManga Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
'Maybe'???? Now!!!!!!!
Haha...I can't say much....I have 3 projects and a history test this coming week.....I see DA less and less these days..:cries:
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Kanonite Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fav.
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AvalarGuardian Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!=D
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NitroDragonTrigger Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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HinataFox790 Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday Dear!
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GrimmisJohnson81 Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy birthday!! XD XD
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Pinkaila Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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